The muscles in my neck and back seem to get tighter with each passing day. My hands hurt when I write or curl them in. I get sporadic headaches and my lips get really chapped in the winter time. Still every morning I rise at 7 am with ambitions of a better day then yesterday. It is not every day that I accomplish all the things I desire but I still make the attempt. In 2010, I would beat myself up for not completing all of my tasks. In 2011, I pat myself on the back for even trying. Then I shift the uncompleted tasks over to the next day. Am I changing? Yes. Most importantly, I am trying. I am my own worst enemy. Everyday it is a battle to keep going and to keep pushing but I do!
I am so humbled to be where I am in life because God didn't have to keep me but He did. God didn't have to have grace and mercy on me but He does. I thank Him everyday because without him I am nothing! So why do I keep battling myself when I have God?
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