I am 23 years old and have yet to experience a serious relationship. I want to court, fall in love, get married, and have kids. I am not looking to play the field or any field at that. I am simply desiring that one guy to sweep me off my feet. I pray and pray for it. I know my prayers have already been answered probably years ago. God has already prepared a man for me and he is on is way to me this very minute. I believe this with all my heart.
It is just difficult at times to watch all your friends court, fall in love, get married, and have kids. I can't help but wonder when will I be able do the same. It gets pretty lonely with just me and God. If I am still lonely with even God, what does that say about our relationship. I don't think it means I am not lost in God enough. I think it just means I am human. Although, my spirit is full, my flesh is not. The weakness of our flesh is what has us begging for the worldly things and everything that looks good. I know everything that looks good is not necessarily good for me. I want everything God wants me to have. I don't plan to jump the broom anytime soon unless it is in God's will. I will continue to pray for guidance and patience. Despite being prayed up, I can't help but wonder when is my turn....
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