Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Discipline

Discipline. This is definitely one of my biggest struggles. I can set a plan and even begin but somewhere along the road I get distracted. I stop. When I stop, I question my passion. I lose who I am for a moment. And other times, I admit I am simply lazy. Well, this new year I made a decision to practice discipline. Granted, I have made this decision before but I am going to succeed this time around. What's so different about this time is I have no choice. The times before now, I could mess up and still rebound. This time there is no room for me to be lazy. I would be messing with my future. So, I guess when it came down to it. I had to make a choice: life or death. Failure without trying is death to me.
I have my future in my hands. God has brought me to this place in my life. He didn't leave me but He is allowing me to follow my own will. I want to be great, not just good. I have all the tools I need to succeed. Yes, I even have discipline. I just have to practice using it. So, here goes nothing: I will not be on facebook until after I have taken the MCAT in May & following a healthier diet. It has been two days strong and I am encouraging myself every step of the way. So hopefully the next time I return to facebook, I will be 40 lbs lighter with a MCAT score of 30. Keyword: Discipline.

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